Rainy Days and Mondays

No they don't always get me down. I spent most of the day with my lovely mom. As for taking care of my body I did make an appointment to see the eye doctor today. My left eye is blurry. Maybe that has to do with focusing also. My uncertainty continues. There are so many possibilities and I am excited for every one. Right now in this minute though I feel as if the rain is weighting me down. I receive my energy from the sun and the moon. My son always teases me about being solar powered. I look forward to the suns appearance today. I can hear a bird chirping out sound my window, how cool is that. I did have a strange epiphany yesterday, one day I may share it with you but for now I will keep it to myself and maybe it will help remove the cloud of uncertainty.

I surrender & trust

Guidance for today is: Surrender & Release ( really), Guardian Angel, Divine Guidance

Learning experience

I have had quite the day. Yesterday, was a great day I spent time with my sister, worked with a client and took my daughter to dance. The day changed after that. While my daughter was at dance I took the car in for an oil change and walla, I drove away made it down the street before it died. I still have know idea what is wrong with it, but I have Faith that it will be fixed and all will be well. My analogy of this however is; apparently I was pushing to hard again and thus the reason for "Pause". I was unsure about this, well I guess I don't get to decided now do I. The Miracle for me was the fact that I was able to pull the car in to a church parking lot. Had I made a different decision, on where I was headed, I would have ended up on the side of the road. So, I know I am blessed and being watched over. As for Move, I put all my frustrations into dance class last night.

My day began with when I came home from taking me daughter to school, the garage door wouldn't open. In short I am going through a Learning Experience of FAITH.

Guidance for Today: Learning Experience (I knew it), Higher education, Practice Makes Perfect & Confidence (this one jumped out and I am unsure)

I Surrender and Trust!

Words

I know that I talk a lot about words and their meaning or definition, but you know it continually amazes me the words we use. For example last night, a teenager at Scouts asked me if I knew what "Dude" meant, I said it was slang for "friend", she replied "Nope, it is a hair on an elephants ass and a Dudette is two hairs". She looked it up again and showed me the definition. I immediately begin reviewing all the times I said "Hey, Dude" or "Dude, what are you doing" this review had me laughing. I am still chuckling as I hear people using it, like on the telephone commercial were individuals answer the phone saying "Dude". To show you how messed up my brain can be, I begin envisioning these hairs talking back. Can you see the comic/cartoon show? I even thought about those times someone said "Dude" back to me. Upon this reflections I begin to think, were they being friendly or were they calling me "a hair on an elephant's ass". Because to call me that is up there with being called a "horses ass" or as low as "hot dog water", and worse I wasn't even aware that I was being insulted. The comforting thought is I know most people don't know the original meaning for "Dude" so I know I am safe. Well, until now and I have shared this with you, so the next time any of you call me "Dude" I may call you on it to make sure you are not insulting me.

I surrender & trust

Guidance today: Optimism(wondering), Faith, Commitment

Sweet

Thank you to all my friends that reminded me of all I am passionate about. It is always fun to hear how others view you. I am very close in finishing my final exam. I was stuck on a question regarding visionary reflection, I had to give an account of a personal experience. I had one last night so, now I only have two more questions, booya. I had a great day yesterday, the miracle that came through was very beneficial, and I am truly thankful for it. Because of that miracle I did find peace. As for my animals, I listened to my ancient kitty, she followed my around all day and insisted on sitting me every time I sat down. The real battle was over who got the heater, of course she won as her bones need it more than me. She is a calming and grounding influence for me, I think she is the one that helped my have my "visionary reflection" experience. I look forward to today's adventure. I Surrender & Trust!

Guidance for today is: Vision (humm, how did I get that one), Child, Don't compromise (doubting)

Numbers to watch for: 554 and 121

Hello God, it's me again

Have you ever had a day that as your are climbing into bed you know you did alot of things, learned alot and still felt that you weren't enough nor could you remember what it was you did? I had that last night.

As I am trying to review my day, I recalled I had a great breakthrough but couldn't recall how it came about. I had this unsettling, nervous feeling, so I tried reading "Brida" once again it hit a cord, it told me what I really benefited from hearing. Can I recall it today? a few parts, the one that I remember the most is "We can have amazing things happen to us that confirm to us that we are on the right path and with in no time we will brush that experience off as our imaginations." This happens to me alot!! The other thing is to FORGIVE myself. (Did I receive that guidance this week also?) I am still caring a sad feeling, I would like to release this to you God and move forward. I am totally grateful for your continual patients and guidance.

I surrender and Trust
Me

Today's Guidance: Speak my truth (doubting), Faith, You are a Leader

Higher Education

Right off the bat, I want you to know that as soon as I figure out how to work the web cam on my computer, I will than be able to upload or download my vision board. Until then, Trust that I have it completed.

I am really enjoying "Brida" I learned last night there are four types of rings. We can choose which one we are to wear in this lifetime. However, you may not realize which one you have chosen until you are ready to depart this world. I have narrowed it down to two. When I know for sure I will let you know. The other thing I learned about was Wisdom, the definition in this book really caught my attention. I feel I would like to sit and digest it for a bit before I expand further on it. I feel all this falls under the Higher Education card I drew. I learned so much yesterday that I cann't recall all of it nor how it pertains to where I am going. I do know that when I wish to use it, it will be there.

I am so grateful for the experiences I had yesterday, they reminded me to take the time and listen to what matters (what was a part of my goal for the year?) Thank you angels for assisting me in recognizing this. Doubt has crept in more than once the last few days. I am getting better at letting go of it and replacing it with possibilities. I honestly didn't see the Miracle that occurred. Do I doubt that it occurred; no. It means that it wasn't a miracle I was to share.

One thing about New Year Dreams, as you are on the path to achieving them, you do tend to go through an array of emotional highs and lows. I wonder if this is what it is like to Manic? Do any of you know? Because, I seriously go through really highs and than at times I would like to sit down and cry. Do any of you experience this or is this just me?

I surrender!!!

Today's guidance: Sleep, Forgiveness (unsure), Signs from above (unsure)