Holding on

I love roller coaster rides, however when life begins to reflect a continual roller coaster ride I tend to want to get off. The ups, downs, twists and turns make me motion sick. The weird thing is that as soon as I get off I run over and go through the process all over again. I don't know what my favorite part is though. Is it the anticipation before getting on the ride or the rush once I am on it. I had a realization yesterday that in the past I haven't enjoyed the ride, I was already off the ride thinking about the next "rush" or getting bored with how this ride was going. With this realization I remember my commitment to "enjoy every moment" this year. So, I turned up my music and made up my own dance to Pink's "This is my rap song", I have to say it kicks butt. (that is not saying I do any Irish step dancing in this). My daughter and I sang our hearts out to Karaoke and cried while watching "Twilight". I am off to have another day like yesterday, living in the moment and being in anticipation of what the next moment will bring. Holding on and enjoying the ride! I suggest you do the same.

I Surrender & Trust

Guidance for today: Speak My Truth, Vision, Stress Management

Surrender, let go.

I have been corrected, "Dude", means: an infected hair on an elephant's ass. Ewww, even worse.

With that being said, as soon as I let go of the "Why, just and how" questions that I allowed to plague me for the past week, I had an amazing awakening. Rather than fighting or arguing with my intuition I followed through with it. Now a world of opportunities has open up to me. I am so excited I can not contain it. This is how my Faith showed up yesterday. I realized that when I let go of what I thought my vision should look like and surrendered to God, my Vision is coming true. In light of my awakening, I had a come back to human form right after, which has left me scard. I was completely in my imagination and possibilities, I forgot I was cooking dinner. I reached into the microwave to grab a scalding hot ceramic mug. Reality came pouring back in as soon as I lifted the mug, and because I was committed to getting the mug out, I switched hands. Needless to say I have a blister on my left palm and my right thumb and pointer finger are a tad sensitive. Note to self: don't do your day dreaming while cooking. Also, be present or you will miss a true opportunity. Thank you for the lesson.

I Surrender & Trust.

Guidance for today: Stress Management, Optimism, and Healing (I believe this is for my burns, but I surrender that also.)

Words

I know that I talk a lot about words and their meaning or definition, but you know it continually amazes me the words we use. For example last night, a teenager at Scouts asked me if I knew what "Dude" meant, I said it was slang for "friend", she replied "Nope, it is a hair on an elephants ass and a Dudette is two hairs". She looked it up again and showed me the definition. I immediately begin reviewing all the times I said "Hey, Dude" or "Dude, what are you doing" this review had me laughing. I am still chuckling as I hear people using it, like on the telephone commercial were individuals answer the phone saying "Dude". To show you how messed up my brain can be, I begin envisioning these hairs talking back. Can you see the comic/cartoon show? I even thought about those times someone said "Dude" back to me. Upon this reflections I begin to think, were they being friendly or were they calling me "a hair on an elephant's ass". Because to call me that is up there with being called a "horses ass" or as low as "hot dog water", and worse I wasn't even aware that I was being insulted. The comforting thought is I know most people don't know the original meaning for "Dude" so I know I am safe. Well, until now and I have shared this with you, so the next time any of you call me "Dude" I may call you on it to make sure you are not insulting me.

I surrender & trust

Guidance today: Optimism(wondering), Faith, Commitment

Don't Compromise

As you know words fascinate me. Take the word compromise, the end of that word is "Promise", ever time I see this word or hear it I am remind to keep the Promises I made to myself. How did this show up yesterday? I was asked to do something that wasn't in alignment with who I am. How did I know, because when I was asked I got this sicking feeling in my stomach and the minute I thought about answering "yes", I felt sicker. It wasn't anything big and I won't go into details, but I was reminded that it always starts small and before you know it you are breaking "promises" not only to yourself but those around you. Thank you angels for reminding me. As for being as a child, I played, and my vision is now getting bigger. Which tells me to pull back before I end up with the Pause button again ( and we know how much I love that one). I will be honest I pulled that card out yesterday too (it came out with the Don't Compromise), but put it back as I wasn't feeling it. Over the weekend I ask you to think of ways you can keep your Promise.

I Surrender & Trust.

Guidance for today: Yeah new ones; Stress Mangement, Healthy Eating and Emotions.

Knowledge is power?

My angels are working over time. It took me 10 minutes to get into this. Usually this means to redirect my thoughts, hopeful I have done so and can finish this without further ado.

I say they are working overtime as the have been sending me awareness's for two day's now. The last ones however where at 3:30 am and 4:14 am this morning. One of which I am to share with you now.

As I stated in the title Knowledge is Power. I am from the era of School House Rock, any of you who are too are sing the song along with me. That is not my point though.
It is actually the other way round "Power is in the Knowledge." If you noticed I added a word. I was told it is in how we search, obtain and use "the Knowledge" that one will gain Power, and not the kind of Power that makes you famous, rich, CEO of a 500 company or President, but the kind that hums through your veins and emanates from your pores in an awe inspiring way that individuals are drawn to you, because being in your presences makes them feel safe.

It isn't "the knowledge" that gains you the power it is "the knowledge" you receive from the choices you make on how to use that "knowledge". It reminds me of "The Ring" from "Lord of the Rings." Many killed for it, many where driven mad, a few who saw it deemed themselves unworthy of it. There was a small few who knew their own flaws will enough that, even though their intentions were noble in the end it would corrupt them. Only one could carry it this one had no wish to control it.

I hope this makes sence to you. I am still learning and seeking "the knowlegde" I am also learning which one I am. Do you know which one you are? How did your two hours of darkness go?

I surrender and trust.

My guidance for today is: Sweetness, Signs from above (wondering), & Look Deeper

Hello God, it's me again

Have you ever had a day that as your are climbing into bed you know you did alot of things, learned alot and still felt that you weren't enough nor could you remember what it was you did? I had that last night.

As I am trying to review my day, I recalled I had a great breakthrough but couldn't recall how it came about. I had this unsettling, nervous feeling, so I tried reading "Brida" once again it hit a cord, it told me what I really benefited from hearing. Can I recall it today? a few parts, the one that I remember the most is "We can have amazing things happen to us that confirm to us that we are on the right path and with in no time we will brush that experience off as our imaginations." This happens to me alot!! The other thing is to FORGIVE myself. (Did I receive that guidance this week also?) I am still caring a sad feeling, I would like to release this to you God and move forward. I am totally grateful for your continual patients and guidance.

I surrender and Trust
Me

Today's Guidance: Speak my truth (doubting), Faith, You are a Leader

Invitation to join

Oh My Goodness,

The new year is already awesome. I have to let you know that my son brought a word to my attention which made me change my view on how I approached the New Year. He was telling me a joke, which than lead to this question; "Doesn't "re" mean again, because if it does how can anyone be "retarded"?" This question than had me thinking about other words that "re" is added to, and the first word was resolution. No wonder we never achieve our new years "resolutions". That word in itself causes us to do the same thing over again. Holy Crap batman, if we are doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results, wouldn't that classify us as going insane?

This is the reason I stated on facebook last week that I am creating New Dreams for this New Year. My dream is through my Surrender and Trust I gain Faith, Peace and Unity; Savor every moment with family, friends and clients; Treasure Gods gifts, receive the bounty that comes from them with gratitude, grace and ease; Integrate Love and Laughter in everything I say and do; lastly, look like a Victoria Secret model in a bikini. It doesn't seem like much, however I know what kind of work I will have to do to accomplish this.

I invite you to join me on this years journey of achieving my dream. I will document everyday for the next 365 days on how the angels are working with me to succeed. I will pull three cards daily from my Angel or fairy decks, state what their guidance is for the day and report how their guidance showed up from the previous day. I am very excited to do this. Are you ready? I am. Here we go. The cards I pulled today are BELIEVE (St. Hildegard of Bingen), SWEETNESS (guardian angel) & MIRACLE (Christ); all of them up right.
WOW, what a beginning. I surrender.