Peaceful

How do you find peacefulness in chaos? This is what I was unsure about yesterday. Everyone around me seems to be in some sort of Chaos. So, when they are feeling anxious, nervous and stressed I feel it. My question is "Am I suppose to be the peacefulness or do I get to be in it?" Okay, I answered my question. If I am in peacefulness than those around me will benefit. Well, I hope in my confusion those in chaos benefited from my peacefulness. My emotions are still running a muck. I will be glad when they get into check. No I am not hormonal. With my emotions running a muck it has been difficult being Brave. Especially when my emotions would rather I sit in the corner and cry. I guess it is being brave if I chose to sit in the corner and cry. Hmmm I will have to think about that. Oh my, I am being pulled to learn something. Off I go.

I Surrender & Trust

Guidance for today is: Play music (unsure), Wise Decision (unsure), PAUSE (woo who)

Emotions

I am emotional which can be misinterpreted as Bi-polar. I have learned to maintain a positive emotional level though. I am not saying that getting angry is bad, in fact it is rather healthy. It is when you choose to hold onto that anger for days, months, or even years that it is unhealthy. Which leads into feeding your emotions. I asked how to do this yesterday, here is the answer. Let me explain, emotions feed off of thoughts unless you have learned the skill of having your thoughts feed off your emotions. Believe me there is a difference. You will notice the difference by the way you react. Ok I went off on a tangent, back to feeding emotions, if you are an angry person, you will find things that will constantly reinforce(feeding) that anger. If you are a happy person you will share it by going around smiling at others who will than smile back (food). It is quite amazing. Feel free to practice "feasting emotionally". It is Easter weekend a great time to practice this. My guidance yesterday was to be aware of any emotions that would trigger irritation. Which had surfaced on Wednesday. I don't want to hang onto it, therefor I was guided to be aware of ways I may attracted "food" to support that emotion.

Do you have an emotion that you continually feed? Is a good or negative one? How do you feed it?

Guidance for today is: Wise Decision, Commitment, Pray (unsure)

I Surrender & Trust

Don't Compromise

As you know words fascinate me. Take the word compromise, the end of that word is "Promise", ever time I see this word or hear it I am remind to keep the Promises I made to myself. How did this show up yesterday? I was asked to do something that wasn't in alignment with who I am. How did I know, because when I was asked I got this sicking feeling in my stomach and the minute I thought about answering "yes", I felt sicker. It wasn't anything big and I won't go into details, but I was reminded that it always starts small and before you know it you are breaking "promises" not only to yourself but those around you. Thank you angels for reminding me. As for being as a child, I played, and my vision is now getting bigger. Which tells me to pull back before I end up with the Pause button again ( and we know how much I love that one). I will be honest I pulled that card out yesterday too (it came out with the Don't Compromise), but put it back as I wasn't feeling it. Over the weekend I ask you to think of ways you can keep your Promise.

I Surrender & Trust.

Guidance for today: Yeah new ones; Stress Mangement, Healthy Eating and Emotions.

Day late or day ahead

I have come to the realization that my guidance is a day ahead. So, like the ones I received yesterday are for today, and the ones I pull for today are for tomorrow. They may even over lap.

I will also admit I am an emotional wreck today. So please send me a hug, cuz I could really use one. I received a sign from heaven, & I am grateful for the confirmation. I know I can lead a horse to water, but I can not make him drink until he is ready. I will probably keep trying though.

I must be on to something there as my ears are ringing and my thoughts are getting scrambled.

Yesterday was a comfortable day. I played with my son, we sang American Revolution for an hour and a half. He kicked my butt. I had coffee with my husband in the late afternoon, and we all went out to dinner. I am grateful to my husband and all he does for me. He certainly is very patient and understanding. Oh, we watched a couple of Supernatural episodes too. My friend Jenny let us borrow the first season. I really can relate to those guys. It hasn't been easy being different. Maybe that is why I am so emotional today, because it hit a nerve.

My search for "the knowledge" continues. I surrender & trust.

Guidance for today & tomorrow is: You will laugh Emotions (surprise), Pause (really again), Believe (doubting)