Wisdom of Disney

I have loved Disney since it first came out. Do you remember watching "Peter and the Wolf" in Fourth grade to learn about musical instruments? That and Snow White are my first memories. As a child Disney made me laugh and feel good. It didn't matter what movie it was I always felt good after watching it. Before I had children I use to get teased about owning every Disney movie, I didn't have children why would I have them. Now that I have children, they tease me about being able to quote from them. I still feel good after watching a Disney movie, but as an adult I see the wisdom in each movie. I was awaken at 1:56 am this morning thinking about how much I have learned from Disney.

I believe yesterday my higher education came from sessions with three amazing women. Each one reminded me of things I had forgotten, had put aside, and my own trigger words. I comment alot about how computers and I don't play well, I am not as computer savvy as most & the fact I am still trying to learn how to use my new phone. Thank you Allyson for correcting me. It isn't that I can not nor that I don't, it is because I would rather not. In truth, it requires me to do concrete thinking, which is a challenge for someone who switches from abstract to fragmented in one sentence. I would like to thank these ladies for assisting me in my growth. There is a saying " a good teacher learns from hers student." Thank you for helping me be that teacher.

How does this connect with Disney, well, last night "Kung Fu Panda" was on. Talk about a movie full of lessons. I watched it with my kids and husband, we laughed, we cried, and I once again had a saying stick in my head, (the one that woke me up) "There is no secret to the secret ingredient soup, it is special because you believe that it is." "You are the secret." Don't get caught up in the "WHY" or "How" accept it and allow it to evolve. I ask you to sit with that thought. So here is what my belief was, that computer work is hard and concrete; yep since I believed it, it was true. My new belief is computers are easy and fun to work with.

I surrender & Trust

Guidance today: Generosity, Vision, Triumphant

Generosity, Vision, & Activist

Food for thought; Is a habit formed first and than a routine, or do you create a routine that turns into a habit? I think it is the later. However, somethings seem to be a habit before you have ever create a routine such as biting your nails.

I have known for awhile that I am uncomfortable being in large groups, I will find a spot on the outer rim and mingle from this spot. Yesterday, I got caught in the middle. I had a small panic attack. Does this mean my panic attack was from my routine being broken or from a habit being disrupted?
Later on I went to dinner with friends and a similar thing happened, I arrived late and so, I was unable to choose my place at the table. Which was smack dab in the middle of the restaurant. Needless to say I had a hard time eating. No, I don't suffer from social anxiety, being an empath I feel more vulnerable being in the center of any room. My habit of being off to the side was created to help me feel safe. What habits or routines do you create to help you feel safe?

As for my angels, they were busy: My daughter pointed out that there was an office space available and that once I had it people will come in just to find out what I do (Vision). I am unsure what I was an Activist for (hence the doubt) and as for the Generosity, feels weird discussing it. Because if I talk about it will it be genuine? I will leave it at that.

I surrender and trust!

Today's guidance is: Heaven is watching over me, Freedom (doubting this), Practice makes perfect. All guardian angels. Thank you.

WWTA day 5

Hurray, I got most of my vision board done. I will post a picture of it tomorrow. I would like to add a few touches. I am so grateful for the awareness that I received yesterday.One of my friends stopped by and gave me a awake up kick in the butt. Instead of belittling and chastising myself for not working on my vision board the day before, I nurtured myself and find out the reason why. FEAR of what I may create this year to look like. That is when my friend stopped by and reminded me that I have the option to change it. Thank you friend. I took most of the afternoon doing it. I must admit it looks awesome. I loved the interactions I had yesterday and all of the things I became aware of. One of them is defining Faith and Love, which reappeared as a reminder and a mirror during a session with a client. What is your definition of Faith and Love? I looked up both in Websters dictionary, it doesn't truly fit mine, so I am asking you; maybe that will help me. Thank you for your help. I surrender.


Today's guidance: Activist (doubting that I could be one), Generosity, and Vision. Note time: 2:12 pm