Cloud clearing

Interestingly enough, my fog does have to do with the exercise I am doing. I haven't been eating sugary things and my brain operates off of sugar. I did a test today, every time I eat or drink something sugary the fog clears. Hummmmm, what a dilemma. Do I keep Snickers on hand to feed the fog or do I eat fruit? Ewww can I do both? I promise I will alternate them. Speaking of which it is time to feed it, so that I don't go into a deep fog. There is much to do. I surrender & trust.

Today's Guidance is : Truth & Integrity, Signs (unsure), Healing

P.S. the battery in my cordless mouse has died, now I am forced to use the mouse attached to my laptop. My brain hasn't adjusted to the mouse not being there I keep reaching for it. Weird.

Idea's & inspiration

How is it when you go outside with the intention of working in the yard that the sun feels so good, you find yourself asleep. I woke up a half hour later, with the bottom half of my legs sunburned. I had a jacket on so my arms didn't get any. I hope I am not developing that disorder that you fall asleep anywhere at any time. Maybe I have programmed myself to fall asleep when I go outside, to stop me from doing yard work. Dang, I really would like to clean up my flower beds. Plus I have big plans for my yard, I can not afford to sleep every time I go out there to do work. Besides, I love being outside when the sun is shinning and there is a light breeze. I am always cold so the sun feels really good. I will work on changing this habit. On a lighter note, Bryan came home for lunch yesterday which was really nice. I don't recall any outstanding idea's or inspired thoughts yesterday, I do recall the conversation with my good friend Kimberly and how she helped me move through my own concerns. Last night though I watched parts of "Conversations about God" with Bryan. I have to say that Freud was one screwed up dude. Some of his ideas have merit, but mostly that dude would benefit from seeing a shrink or witch doctor. Maybe he was possessed. C.S. Lewis seemed to have his stuff together, except for the fact that he didn't really get to experience life due to his own self restrictions. It is always interesting to hear others take on God, source or the none God believers. No matter who you are you do draw strength from some where, so where does it come from? That's all I am saying.

I Surrender & Trust

Today's Guidance is: Study(unsure), Freedom, & Abundance

Generosity, Vision, & Activist

Food for thought; Is a habit formed first and than a routine, or do you create a routine that turns into a habit? I think it is the later. However, somethings seem to be a habit before you have ever create a routine such as biting your nails.

I have known for awhile that I am uncomfortable being in large groups, I will find a spot on the outer rim and mingle from this spot. Yesterday, I got caught in the middle. I had a small panic attack. Does this mean my panic attack was from my routine being broken or from a habit being disrupted?
Later on I went to dinner with friends and a similar thing happened, I arrived late and so, I was unable to choose my place at the table. Which was smack dab in the middle of the restaurant. Needless to say I had a hard time eating. No, I don't suffer from social anxiety, being an empath I feel more vulnerable being in the center of any room. My habit of being off to the side was created to help me feel safe. What habits or routines do you create to help you feel safe?

As for my angels, they were busy: My daughter pointed out that there was an office space available and that once I had it people will come in just to find out what I do (Vision). I am unsure what I was an Activist for (hence the doubt) and as for the Generosity, feels weird discussing it. Because if I talk about it will it be genuine? I will leave it at that.

I surrender and trust!

Today's guidance is: Heaven is watching over me, Freedom (doubting this), Practice makes perfect. All guardian angels. Thank you.