Really

Accident prone would be my middle name if I had one. I come by it honestly, my mother has it, my sisters have it, even my children have it. It is a blessing and a curse really. I have accepted it as a part of who I am. Recently, I did discover some the reasons I maybe so accident prone. Think back to last week when I changed my intention to look like a Victoria Secret model to Jennifer Garner in Elektra. Once again I didn't specify that I didn't want all the cuts and bruises. I have remedied that. I would like to look like Jennifer Garner in Elekrta pre-fights. I am in hopes that this will stop the unnecessary bodily injury. In the past week I have acquired three bruises, cut my hand, and twisted my ankle. Yesterday alone, I cut my finger doing jumping jacks (don't ask), was attacked by the laundry basket (which cut up my right arm) and rammed my knee into my couch. This morning I have ran into the bedroom door frame three times, its a wonder I haven't a bruise on my head. I believe my wise decision from yesterday is to change my intention. The signs from above are me injuring myself. I get it. I surrender!!! Not to mention the animals. My dog followed me everywhere yesterday and my cat kept sitting in my lap. I truly benefited from their protective energy.

I also trust. Here is to a wonderful injury free weekend. Whoop whoop.

Guidance for today: Activist, You are a Leader (unsure), Child

Wise Decision

The clients I work with are amazing. Yesterday, was a fun filled day, I worked most of the day. By 4:00 pm I was tired (Sleep). To rejuvenate myself for the rest of the evening I meditated and than took a cat nap (animals). My daughter received high complements at her Parent teacher Conference. The place where the I had my Wise decision was not to stress about my car and to not throttle the 10 year old behind the counter at Arby's who insisted that he had given us all of our food even after we had showed him our tray and the receipt. After a brief discussion he said "oh", as we emptied the tray off we realized we still were missing fries. Normally I wouldn't push the issue, but after his attitude the first time and the fact that they short us the last time we had be there, it became a matter of principle. Needless to say we got our fries and made the decision we wouldn't be returning to this Arby's again (Wise decision).

Guidance for today is: Pause ( oh yeah), Wise Decision (unsure), Look Deeper

I surrender & trust

Value Bank

I hope you had a wonderful Valentine's day and a relaxing President's day. I had a few break throughs, some of which I am not allowed to elaborate on as I am in the process of clarifying what they mean to me.

Last week I was reminded of the "value bank" this is what I had been attempting to write about and I wasn't allowed to do so. I believe it was because I wasn't through learning. Hence, the "Higher Education" card and me wondering the reason. Now I know. "Value Bank" is the account in which you place a percentage of your earnings to remind you of your worth. When you have nothing in "savings" you feel as if you are "Nothing". Does this mean you have trillions of dollars in this "account" and you starve? No, this means you continue to contribute to this account and spend it on things that will increase your "value". I know what you are thinking and again no it doesn't mean a boob job or botox. These may be good on the surface, however if you still feel that you are not "enough" than spending it on those "things" will not increase your "value" at all. In truth only you can decide what to spend it on. All I know is that it must only be spent on what will make you feel whole. Because if you don't spend it on this you will have sold yourself (prostituted) and the cycle will continue. This is what I was reminded of. I have money in my "value bank", however what I was spending it on was not of true value for me. I know this lesson will continue and as I grow I hope you do also. I surrender and trust.

Guidance for today: Confidence, Believe, Wise Decision (wondering)